Fitbethlin's Journal

but at least I went on a run.   My race results for my first 5K in a million years (ok, more like two) are up – 38:46 – very reasonable I think.

I’m upset about my WID, but I know I can recover.

I’m really anxious about the job interview I had today (I did not rock. It was sad. But I really want this job.) and the horrible leak from my attic (how on earth am I going to fix a 20′ ceiling? my ladder isn’t that tall!) as well as being alone when Julia and Ayla left earlier today (sad) and determining that I am still not preggers (annoying).  Ok, I think just listing all that out makes me feel better about being down today.  Who knew – I’m fat, lonely, infertile and living in house that’s falling down around me.  It’s always easier to resist the urge to eat my emotions when I acknowledge that’s what I’m trying to do.

I need to make sure I eat well tonight and go for a run after the repairman comes to fix my leak problem (i hope i hope i hope). Marc and I might also be able to get into the neighborhood pool and chill, which would be nice.

Food log

• Breakfast: 279
• Lunch: 568
• Snack: 300
• Dinner:
• Water: 44 oz

WID - 139 lbs

~ by admin on May 4, 2009.