I miss my cat
Last night it finally set in that my cat, Rowdy, is not coming home. He’s been gone for a week now. I was…distraught to say the least. I think I’ve been staying up late and reading and keeping busy until I am drop-dead exhausted in an effort to not think about it. Last night, I tried to go to bed at a reasonable hour, not stay up reading and mucking about, and I found myself on a nasty crying jag. I think I freaked the husband out a bit. It’s frustrating how much snot a sad human female body can produce – disgusting.
Anyway, I didn’t let it derail my diet stuff even though I wanted badly to just chomp on some comfort food. Instead, I drank a crap load of water and took half a Xanex. I’m tired today, but I am amazed at how well Xanex puts me to sleep without me feeling “sleeping pill hungover” the next morning. It’s been over a year since I took one and I’m hopeful I won’t need any more for a while, but it’s nice to know it’s there.
Food/Exercise Today - 1169 calories
- Breakfast 222
- Lunch 300
- Dinner 462
- Snack 293
- Exercise -108
- Water 48oz
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